ohh. so now i know, am the only one with problem. I'm a fool who do not know how to act as if i care in front of everyone and pushed you away when there nobody else. I should have learn it right from the start, am still stupid to think that one day people will know who is real and who is fake BUT i'm totally wrong. I'm the busybody who helped with the making an appointment and for caring too much. I'm a fool who feels guilty for shouting at you when you do not listen where nobody else give a fuck.

So now i should learn to be selfish. Wake up early in the morning and let my alarm ring for an hour plus and wakes everyone up but it's not my problem,"too bad that you have to wake up later than me". Maybe when everyone is asleep, i can turn on the volume as loud as i like and thinks that they can't hear. Isn't this sounds great too? Or maybe spray as much perfume right into each and everyone's face and tell them i like this if you don't than fuck off. We can always mess up each other wardrobe, and say "hey you took my shirt,fuck you." We shall learn how to greet each other by shouting " FUCK YOU NABEI CCB!" right into each other face and see who can say it better.

So keeping quiet means you are a loser, it's time to learn how to use all the nbccb language to be a winner.

No matter what happened, at least i know i still have D who listened to what i have to say. I'm glad i have D, i swear if i will to keep everything to myself, i would have suffer from depression.

Hello people are you blind to have mistake a murder as a good person?